What is Orgone Energy?

Orgonite works by drawing in energy through its matrix, which is made with resin and metals, the organic and inorganic materials.

“Wilhelm Reich’s discovery of orgone began with his research of a physical bio-energy basis for Sigmund Freud’s theories of neurosis in humans. Wilhelm Reich believed that traumatic experiences blocked the natural flow of life-energy in the body, leading to physical and mental disease. Wilhelm Reich concluded that the libidinal-energy that Freud discussed was the primordial-energy of life itself… Orgone was everywhere and Reich measured this energy-in-motion over the surface of the earth. He even determined that its motion affected weather formation.” Quote by: The Thought Company

Orgonite is based on two principles. It is a mix of resin (organic, as it is based on petrochemicals), and metal shavings (inorganic). A quartz crystal is also added because of its piezoelectric properties, which means that it gives off a charge when it is put under pressure (resin shrinks when it is cured, so constant pressure is put on the quartz crystal). Due to the fact that the elements contained in orgonite are constantly attracting and repelling energy, a “scrubbing” action takes place, along with the charge that the crystal gives off, this cleans stagnant and negative energy, and brings it back to a healthy, vibrant state.

Wherever you place these orgone they keep the air and life force in the home clean and positive. It is a great centerpiece for a business or home environment- kids room, kitchen, living room etc. They can be placed anywhere you want to clear ambient energy!

Inside every Orgonite pendant is a crystal quartz. This crystal returns the energy to a natural, balanced and healthy state.

This powerful, geometric shaped Orgone Pendant aids in protection from harmful EMF frequencies while at the same time balancing your energy field. All our Orgonite Pendants feature my original artwork, made with love and positive intention. Each piece is crafted by hand. All crystals used in the process are cleansed and cleared to ensure our devices are holding the highest intent. Each and every pendant is then sanded, shaped and polished by hand, giving the surface a balanced, glossy, and smooth finish. Our pendants are master crafted using the highest quality crystals, resin [not plastic] they are a labor of love and our intention is to create healing, protective and powerful amulets for you that will last a lifetime. Material: Obsidian + alloy + white crystal + gold foil + resin

Some benefits of Ogonite (varies based on gemstones used):

• Clearing negative energy
• Improves sleep and dreams
• Purifies the air
• Reduces Stress and increases energy
• Helps plants to flourish
• Improves meditation, spiritual and psychological growth.
• Reduces radiation. Decreased sensitivity to EMFs
• Balanced moods

Use for Chakra Tune Ups, Astral Travel, Remote Viewing, Past Life Exploration, Vivid Dreams/Dream Healing, Reiki, Space/Land Clearing, Physical Healing and helps repel evil spirits. Self Help – Self Healing – Self Discovery, High Vibes Meditation Tools.

By dragoyle.com

My Protector, Gargoyles

 

My Protector, “The Gargoyle"

FEBRUARY 20, 2022

Gargoyles are believed to offer protection to humans from evil, by detecting evil at night, transforming from stone to living flesh and bone, then off the scare the forces of evil away, keeping humans safe from harm. There are many avid collectors of these fascinating mystical creatures who enjoy them for many reasons. I originally started collecting Gargoyle statues when the popular animated television show “Gargoyles” came out in 1994.

From the first episode, I was hooked on the new animated series, the thought that some great creature would protect me while I sleep or go out at night was inviting to me and gave me the life long desired gift of security. Of course, I knew that those “Gargoyles” were just cartoons, but finding gargoyle statues to collect soon became one of my obsessions.

.I also enjoyed He-Man, which first aired in 1983 and Thunder Cats, which first aired in 1985. Who can forget Silver Hawks in1986 and X-Men: The Animated Series in 1992.

He-Man Animated Series, 1983

Gargoyle statues first became popular in medieval times when they were originally designed as waterspouts, an architectural necessity transformed into a functional fantasy. These fantastic statues adorned the buildings of western Europe, peering down from cathedrals, churches, houses and town halls. A society of stone creatures perched high above the mundane world.

What’s fascinating about the introduction of these stone monsters, sitting on the top cathedrals and churches, is that these ornamental creatures were given a deeply symbolic and spiritual significance, which originates from pre-Christian pagan beliefs. Early Christian leaders used the appearance of the gargoyle to scare pagans to worship, which actually improved general church attendance.

Once absorbed fully during the 12th century, it was only a matter of time before the gargoyle was fully appropriated by churches and many other buildings. Gargoyles were then deemed the protective being.

The gargoyle has been believed to be one of the ‘defenses against the Devil’. This interpretation of the gargoyle, as a ‘sort of sacred scarecrow’, subsequently inspired artists and authors to create truly grotesque artistic creations to keep such evil away from sacred places and protect the Church’s loyal churchgoers. It’s rumored that they had to be this way to be scarier than evil itself, so evil would be afraid and vacate the land.

 

The fearful unknowing debated these perfect creations were merely stone demons—representations of ‘evil forces’ like wickedness and enticement—which lurked outside the safe confines of church and waited with patience for its next unfortunate victim.

However, the gargoyle sitting atop Notre Dame de Paris take their roles as protector a step further than most and apparently keep an eye out for people drowning in the Seine River in Paris, France. There are many artistic designs of gargoyles, some feature an variety of animals, humans and fantastical creatures, as grotesque guardian angels.

Another representation along this vein suggests gargoyles were the embodiment of unpardonable ‘souls condemned for their sins’ and while they were saved from damnation in hell, the cost of their transgressions is being petrified and placed on top of a church, in which they are no longer permitted to enter.

Gargoyles were created during a period of time where most of the people were illiterate in Western Europe. Throughout the years, they became a fantastical form of amusement and were partly responsible for forming of peoples behavior.

It’s no secret that humans have a fascination horror and gruesome things. This is just part of human nature and is one of the many reasons why gargoyles have continued to stay in popular society today. Sculptors haven’t abandoned these beautiful beasts and new carvings still appear on modern buildings around the world. The oldest gargoyle is found on a building in Turkey. It’s 13,000 years old and looks like a crocodile. The ancient Egyptians, Romans and Greeks also carved gargoyles to use as drain spouts on their buildings.

I have over 50 gargoyle statues, my favorite being my original 8 foot tall gargoyle mailbox in my front yard, made 100% of refurbished metal from Mike’s Metal Shop.

Today, gargoyle statues are mostly ornamental in function, taking visitors to your garden on a journey to Italy, France, or Spain and giving your garden an ancient, timeless look. Gargoyles in the garden can be used to shock, surprise, and entertain you and your guests. Gargoyle garden statues are believed to offer protection from evil, and there are many avid collectors of these fascinating and mystical creatures today.

Creating a Human

Feb. 16th, 2019

Testing Testing ... A Catfish Created, Boyfriend Caught on Accident!

Creating a new person is much easier than I thought.

I have been scammed and harassed by so many guys/non-humanoids, that I thought I would see how difficult it would be to create a person, someone completely made up and present him/her as a real human from somewhere made up. Watching the TV show "Catfish" got me thinking that there are so many fake profiles out there. No wonder I've been hurt, threatened, stalked and harassed by people that I find out are fake! 

First, I made up a name.  Thought I would be from another country, so I looked up common names in Germany.  Found a few fun choices and created a new fake name. Then I looked up German women, found a few that looked pretty close to the same and downloaded them.

Next was the profile.  I needed a fake email address in order to make a Facebook page.  So I searched free German email.  Only a few seconds later, I had an email address and a Facebook page.  I added a few photos, background pic and profile pic.  Now to see if I can attract a few new friends.

It wasn't hard to get new friend requests.  I thought about a popular subject and decided to go with Paul McCartney.  Joined a few groups and within no time had several friends and several options to share on my page.  I choose this subject because my boyfriend is always talking about Paul McCartney and that he supposedly died in 1966 and was replaced by Billy Shears.  Since he talks about this daily, I figured I had some content to use on her Facebook page.  A little easier I suppose?

Now to check in a few times a week, write a few posts, share other posts from the groups I joined and see what happens.  It shocked me how easy it was to create a human being, from nothing.

April 22nd, 2019

It's been a few weeks, I have a pretty nice looking timeline happening now.  Weird thing is that my boyfriend showed up as a friend.  He also Loved one of my face profile photos, one that portrayed her as a German Model.  Why is my boyfriend Loving another woman's photo?  Hummm ... So, this fake lady, send my boyfriend a simple personal message.  Hi.  Guess what, he replied.  Hi.

What a surprising development.  Is it disgusting of me to see if he'll flirt with this woman or even more?  My boyfriend currently lives with me, he says he is totally devoted and in love with me.  Yet he was dating a ton of women, having sex and doing drugs.  I dumped him several times over this, but he claimed he has changed.  Now this. Could be absolutely innocent, nothing at all, but maybe he's wondering and I don't know about it?  This could be the tell all.

April 22nd, 2019

Over the last several weeks I've uploaded a few photos of my new human creation on Facebook, posted some links and joined a few additional groups and made a few friends.  Interesting enough, my boyfriend accepted her friend request and has liked a few posts that I posted.

One of these posts was about a group on Facebook about one of my boyfriends books that he wrote.  Memoirs of Billy Shears. A fictitious book that he uses to scam the gullible. 

We were both looking at our computers, my boyfriend suddenly sits up straight, makes a little moaning sound and stretches his arms out and around his body.  Then he says that he just got invited to a new group on Facebook.  Which was a lie, he found the group on my new females page, because he posted a Heart on it.  I also noticed that he liked a bunch of her pretty photos.  Isn't this usually the behavior if someone trying to get her attention to flirt with? Yet, here I am, sitting right across from him, watching all of his reactions to this fake person. 

This little project just became interesting.

I decided to send him a personal message, just saying "Hi".  My boyfriend claims that he is totally devoted to me, is extremely happy and loves me.  That he would never stray because he loves me so deeply.

Guess what, he replied, "Hi" back.  I'm not assuming anything at this point. He could just be being nice.  Although, the pictures I posted about this new fictitious woman were of a Russian model.  I suppose it would be hard for any man not to at least be friendly to her.

Just to make things interesting, I navigated over to my boyfriends Facebook page and liked a few of his posts too. Just to make it fair.  I wonder what is going to happen now.

April 26th, 2019

I check my fake profile today.  I found that my boyfriend has started a conversation with this fake lady that I created.  Playing along.  I got a few more friend requests and accepted them.  Added myself to a few more groups and liked more posts.  This is crazy to me how fast a fake profile had attracted so much attention.

April 30th, 2019

My boyfriend asked to see some personal photos of this non-existent person a few days ago, so I looked up a black & white photo of the curves of a body.  He went for it immediately, said that he loves the photo and asked for more.  He then downloaded the photo, adjusted it and added his own personal poem to it and signed it.  Then he sent it back to her and sent her some photos of himself.  I'm in shock, he claimed total devotion to me and yet he just proved, without knowing, that he lied to me.  I supposed I deserve this, but I certainly didn't set out to prove him a cheater, but this seems to be going that way. I'm trying to decide if I should tell him now or play his game a little longer and see how far he is willing to take this.  I certainly don't trust him, actually I never really have as he has cheated on me several times in the past.  I went ahead and sent him what he asked for, another photo of this black and white profile I found on Google.  I'm so disappointed in his actions.

No surprise, my boyfriend replied back immediately and again asking to see more personal photos of this non existent fake person. I'm sitting right across from him, I can tell when he's replying because he suddenly sits up straight and smiles in a child like wonderment.  I'm breaking my own heart here, but I wonder ... if he is reacting this way to my fake profile, how many other real profiles is he reacting to?

May 26th, 2019

My boyfriend responded several more times, asking for photos, but I decided to not play the game any longer.  I figured that he was doing this with several other women as well.  If my fake profile somehow showed up in his view, I'm sure many other profiles show up daily.  I do see a lot of women that he is talking to online.  He always has a good excuse why he's talking to them.  I would rather not know what untrustworthy things he is doing behind my back.  Less stressful.  I know he is lying to me, I've caught him red handed over and over.  I never called him out on it, because I don't like conflict.  I think it gives him a feeling of triumph to know that he is still talking to many women, that he still feels desired by many women, that he has a back up plan for when we break up.  

My fake profile is still getting many friend requests and has been invited to several discussion groups now. There are tons of men trying to get into conversations with her, most are from dating sites, I believe some are also fake profiles trying to catfish others.  I'm trying to weed out the fakes, starting a few conversations with those I feel are real, but not giving it as much effort as I did before my boyfriend chatted with this fake lady behind my back.


June 27th, 2019

Been accepting friend requests, comments have been made on my fake multiple posts and have been invited to groups.  It seems like my fake profile has been accepted as a real person.  My boyfriend went to Vegas, said he didn't want me to go, because he didn't want to feel uncomfortable with me. That seems weird.  I know he does illegal drugs, likes group sex, so I wonder if he is planning on doing some activities that he knows I would be offended by.  I also wonder if he's going to try to contact my fake profile lady, to try and hook up with her.  They had talked about meeting in Vegas when he was asking for naked photos.


June 29th, 2019

I had my fake profile lady ask my boyfriend if he was in a serious relationship. He actually said yes, but was inviting her to be in a open relationship with him. Wow. I have never cheated on him and always stayed faithful. Time to let this big fish off the hook and kick him out of my house. 

July 30th, 2019

I finally got the nerve up to kick out my boyfriend. I confronted him on what he did, but of course he manipulated the situation to seem innocent and if I wasn't the other woman that he had been flirting with, I would have believed him!  Women beware. Men can convince you of anything. Since I knew better, I got him out of my house.  He broke in last night, so I replaced all of the locks. Good riddance you cheating manipulative less-than-a-human. 

A Cop When You Need One

    I was on my way to work one morning, going about 6 miles over the speed limit on the freeway, when a large pick up flew past me.  He had to be going at least 20 miles over the speed limit.  My first thought was, "You go boy, you get the ticket, I'll let you".  My second thought was, "Where are the cops when you need one."  

    Just before I finished the second thought, I spied a motorcycle cop sitting along the side of the freeway.  As I passed him, I noticed that he was starting his engine and putting the kickstand up.  I looked up to see where the pick truck was, he had slowed down and had started moving to the right.  It was obvious that he knew he had gotten caught speeding.  

    I glanced back again to see where the cop was and he was spinning out, throwing dirt off the back tire and speeding into traffic.  The cop flew around me extremely fast.  By the time he caught up with the pickup truck, the truck had moved all 4 lanes over to the right side and had started pulling over.  

    I'm not sure why, but I got a kick out of that, made me smile and giggle.  Does that make me an evil mean person?  

Golfing

Golfing is one of my Favorite Things

   
     I truly love being outside in the fresh air, among green grass and trees, with the occasional water feature, pond or stream.  Of course, being away from work is wonderful as well.  One of the best feelings in the world is hitting that really long straight drive, chipping right onto the green and putting a long shot right into the hole.   It's not about the score, most the time I don't even write it down, its about the feeling of satisfaction, of accomplishment and pride. 

     I'm so bad that I even like watching golf on TV.  Unfortunately, I don't have cable anymore, so I don't get to see my favorite players make those amazing shots anymore.  One of my friends watches all the time, he gets to brag about the game and the fantastic shots that he got to see.  I really miss being able to watch golf.  I don't mind missing any other sport, even football doesn't excite me as much as watching golf.

     I'm strange, I know.  Not many women would be able to admit the same.  However, I've never professed to be a normal woman.  Besides, who is really normal anyway?  What is normal?  I would rather be strange, weird or mysterious than the boring normal that everyone keeps saying that they want.  Wouldn't you?

Gargoyle Protection

Humans need Protectors

     I dated a guy once in California, that told me that gargoyles are of the devil. He tried to make me get rid of my gargoyle collection, that I've had since I was 12 and has become big enough to fill my office.

     Several years later, I dated a different man in Utah that told me that gargoyles are evil and that I was worshiping the devil by having them in my home. I actually started laughing when he said this, because it was so ridiculous.

     Why are there so many misconceptions about gargoyles? I did see a really badly made movie from the 70's that portrayed them as evil  man eating monsters. What kind of  idiot came up with that idea?

     Gargoyles are protectors of the human race. This is why they are on Catholic Churches in England and many other structures all around the world. They are made scary looking to scare away the evil beings that might attack humans at night. They turn into stone during the day, then come alive at night to keep humanity safe from any harm.

      Of course, you can find any info you want to find online. I've found some pretty funny stuff and much of it was false.

     I love these fictional characters and cherish what they stand for. I've even had a mailbox with a gargoyle statue fashioned out of scrap metal and cemented into my front yard. The full artistic piece stands about 6 1/2 feet tall and we call him Rupert.  I gladly paid $2,000 for him. I get a lot of stares, kids pointing at it, I've even had people passing by stop and take a picture of him. Last year I found one of those pictures as someones profile photo, during Halloween, on Facebook.

      Strangely I feel just a bit safer at home. Not that I actually think Rupert will come alive and protect me at night, but if a thief was to scope out the neighborhood, the last house he would pick to break into is the house with the crazy looking statue out front.

Sun Sensitivity

Am I a Vampire?

     I seem to be one of the few that have a bad reaction to the sun. Almost, like an allergic reaction. I'm the one that can't wait until Winter. Not because I ski, sled or ice fish, but because warm weather creates pain in my body. Honestly, any heat creates pain in my body, but the sun seems to affect me the fastest.

     When the sun comes out, I rush for a shady area, in nearly a panic. When I'm driving, if the sun comes in the window, I shrink from it, put down my visor and will even shift in my seat to avoid the touch of any sun rays. If I'm in the sun, with in seconds, the pain in my body increases from just mild irritation to a stabbing pain that practically drops me to my knees. It feels like a thousand fire ants are biting me. If I don't get out of the sun and cooled down fast, those fire ants turn into red hot ice picks.

     At this point I'm slightly dizzy and having a hard time thinking straight. If I don't get cooled down after that, those hot ice picks turn into burning cattle prods, shooting hot electrical pain through my body and affecting every area. At this point, I can't walk and the only thing I can muster is to cry.

     One of my daughters has a similar issue, just not as bad, yet was given a heat hazard badge in the Army to prevent her from getting too hot.  However, my youngest daughter loves the heat and thrives in the hottest of summers, but hates winter and often goes into depression when its too cold for too long.

     I've had a lot of doctors / specialists look at  my condition. None really know what is going on with me, but I've had a bunch of guesses.  I've been told that I have Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Complex Regional Pain Syndrome, Tarsal Tunnel, Plantar Fasciitis, etc, etc, etc.  All of these, some of these or none of these have to do with these heat issues.  The doctors don't really know what is wrong, every doctor says something different.

     It's so frustrating that with today's medical advancements, no one can tell me really, why I am in so much pain all the time, why heat and sun makes it so much worse and if there are any known treatments.